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So.. I really dont know how to blog. Is blogging like an online diary? Meh.. I’ll use it as such. In my previous post I was complaining about my life and that I didnt know what to do with it, while crying in the dark listening the edward scissorhands music.. -.-… Ya thats right lol. Anyway I believe I have found it! What I think is the answer to my lifes problem. A fix to my depressing sleepless nights (temporarily… Maybe)! Ok.. Anyway.. To my awesome future plan!

1. Pick up gpa at TAMUCC. (that number most definitly needs to rise)

2. My major shall change to… Biology!

3. Transfer to UNT. [(hopefully) fingers crossed]

4. Specifically study in Cytotechnology

5. Graduate with a bachlor degree (or higher) in Cytotechnology.

There it is… My master plan… 5 step plan.. Im hopeing this will go through. Oh and somewhere in there, I will join a sorority. But one in UNT. Im not sure if this is actually considered planning for the future or if its me dreaming… Meh whatever.. Its totally worth a shot.

…. I know i’m not the only one in this boat right now, but i cant help but think of myself in this predicament. I cant seem to get my life straight. I don’t understand how people can know exactly what to do with their lives right from the get go. I look at myself and can’t find a strong point. I ask myself this everyday,”What the Fuck is Piffany good at?” No Joke. Like, What the fuck am i gonna do for the REST of my life. What do i want to do? What can I Do? Am i even good at whatever it is that im gonna do for the REST of my life? Its times like these that i wish something would come along and help me figure out what my true calling is. Like a sign. Something that will guide me, regardless what the outcome is. Another problem is this town. Corpus Christi. I sometimes wonder if there are better opportunities out in another city or state. Maybe my sign is out there.. waiting for me to find it. I hope that i can find it soon or i feel i might do something reckless or regretful..

Well my college (or just moving out of og) experience has been kinda all over the place. When I got to the classes and such i was excited.. I loved it and whatnot, but its just when i started falling behind i couldnt catch up.. I think my problem started when problems started to arise at my apartment. It got to the point where i didnt even want to live there. I honestly think i left my friendship with my best friend in that place.. I know she still wants to be my friend and she wants to make amends for all the shit that happend there but i dont think theres a way to fix it.. its just too awkward trying to patch up something so damaged i guess.. I feel like its not getting any better.. Second semester could have gone a whole lot smoother but it was my fault. I got lazy, and lost… again.. i decided music wasnt for me and then just gave up on the classes.. stupid me. now im just trying to decide what the hell i want to do for the rest of my life. And possibly get a job in the process. To save $$$.. meh. The one thing im happy about is having a BF that completely supports me.. I mean like support as in i dont pay for rent or anything =p. he also supports morally i guess lol. Its weird how i just decided to blog and get this written down and to finally get it out of my system. I rarely get on tumblr so to randomly think “hmm i should type down what ive went through and how ive been feeling” came across my mind, I was like WOAH! great idea =p.

kk thats all i gotsss!!

-piffffff

oh ya!! rave to that!

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